has left me stuck..
I am just stuck in a whirlwind of stance.
I could say I have figured things out but a part of me wants to stay blind.
A big part of me wants to stay oblivious to the neurotic reality of my life right now.
I would rather remain in the inertia of galloping abyss and be cluelessly blissful and free..
..so my life would be bearable.
I would stay afloat and numb to every waking moment which burns.
