A Plethora of Thoughts in a Myriad of Emotions..

 has left me stuck..

I am just stuck in a whirlwind of stance.

I could say I have figured things out but a part of me wants to stay blind.

A big part of me wants to stay oblivious to the neurotic reality of my life right now. 

I would rather remain in the inertia of galloping abyss and be cluelessly blissful and free..

..so my life would be bearable.

I would stay afloat and numb to every waking moment which burns.