Quiet Time in Zoned Series: EMINEM 6.26.22 Sunday 11:24pm

I've been crying for minutes now.

Yes Father I heard you loud and clear again.

"Our father in heaven your will be done" was explicitly heard in the background music. 

Memoirs of Joseph conquering my family including my uncle and cousins.

M conquering my family and our colleagues.

That wasn't a joke.  That was serious stuff right there.

You did all of that for me?

That's the most romantic thing a guy ever did to me.  That turned me on.  You hottie all of a sudden..

So, tell me again why were you acting like you really wanted to be my husband when you're not even free yet?

If in case you will be, it would feel like I'm married to Eminem because you're an Eminem.

Oh yes, we can take on the world together if you just make the right fucking choices and become my one and only Eminem.

Because you are my fucking Eminem!

Quiet Time 6.13.22 Monday 12:18am

A blissful experience of overwhelming peace and love which is beyond human understanding.  All I know is that it's an extreme spiritual moment which makes me weep and hyperventilate with tears of joy running down my cheeks.  It is beyond human understanding but I want to keep on coming back to the experience like it's where I belong.  

To be honest, no words can articulate the existential phenomenon but my attempt of a comprehensive definition could be close.

It is when you finally understand the words: "I AM" and experience God's love that you just get all emotional about it and you experience joy and happiness like you never did before.  Then all of a sudden, all your worries disappear.  You receive wisdom that you are saved because God planned everything from beginning to end.  It's like the only peace you ever needed because it's God's given peace.