The first feeling I recognize is becoming sleepy. I felt like I want to sleep. In a way I felt like I was high because I felt relaxed and just right. It's almost the same feeling as whenever I'm stoned disregarding euphoria and hallucination. I got the feeling of wanting to drink some beer with it just the same cravings I get every time I smoke weed.
I was at work and took the chill pill a few minutes after I cried at my desk. After 9pm, I went home and went straight to my bed. I don't remember if I still had dinner. I think I went straight to bed. I could be wrong. Who knows?
The following morning, I went down past 11am and Hitler asked if I'm not going to work yet. He was calm because he thought I had work. When I told him it's my rest day, he went ballistic and acted like I just told him "I got fired again." He was expecting me to be joining them on Sundays if I'm not working. We usually catch the 11am mass. But I'm on the chill pill so I was able to completely ignore what he did. I just asked Kakay to ring my phone because I couldn't find it.
I remember, Hitler never even have gone ballistic whenever I tell him I don't have a job anymore. I'm just trying to paint a picture. I can't think of anything that I can say that Hitler won't get mad at because to be honest, everything you tell him nowadays makes him go mad. I really think he's gone mad and would need to seek professional help. Right now, there is an ongoing commotion downstairs. He screamed and has gone crazy again. I went down to check it out and the arguments are still on going right now as we speak.
They went back and picked me up after their church earlier and we had lunch outside as usual. These little scenarios in my life which are like part of my mundane rut made me realize things which I'd probably share in my next entry.
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