GAMES are OVER for XYRA!


(continuation)

Mar 24, '07 11:31PM
for Xyra's contacts

... and then

     A guy came along like it was supposed to happen a long time ago. Someone who wanted me so much, more than I could ever give. He wanted me exclusively which is really not easy for me. So for the nth time, I turned him down.

     So what he did, he selflessly devoted himself to me without expecting anything in return. Well, maybe a little amount of attention but I guess that won’t hurt anybody (or would it?).

      He changed everything to put me to the pedestal which scared the shit out of my little muffin because that is something that could possibly move me. 

      Eventually, it did because my thoughts were like becoming "What's holding me back?" instead of "I really don't need this right now." And so I started pondering about something called "What would have been?" 

     Come to think of it, there is someone in this gay fucked world who is willing to take on the whole fucked up universe just to put up with a bitch like me. Now, who would pass up an offer like that?

              
     But of course, there's always an apathetic loser whose torpidity weighs more than the affective aspect of her consciousness. Who else, but me! Then one time in band camp, I just realized.. I'm thinking too much. Too much that I'm turning down hot guys for dates. Now why would I do that? As all of my friends say, that is so not me!

             

     So much for putting it into words, he came into my life with just enough passion in his heart to wake me up and to make me long for someone like him..

I'm afraid.. I was swept off my feet!

What the heck? Fuck the game! Forget all the rules!

And for that someone... "Thanks for coming into my life!"

"Thanks for treating me the way you always do. I hope you'll never change and I will always be your princess" (harharhar) ö

Game Over!